Wednesday, August 25, 2004

24 - 48 Hours to happiness

So at what point does an passing enjoyment turn into an unhealthy addiction? I sit here on a Wednesday afternoon, a quite nice thoroughly enjoyable afternoon in august, waiting in quiet desperation for one or another of my many addictions to come through with a new dose. Now the obvious answer is just go find some internet porn and move on with my life, but its not that simple and that's not the addiction I'm suffering from today. No today is a particularly brutal combination of comic and money withdrawal. Usually I can balance the absence odd one of these with an addition of the other. But since the release schedule of one of my favorite comics ( www.jtbrown.com ) has changed to Thursday and my work schedule has just basically changed for the worse in general, my delicate balance is thrown out of whack. I now find myself lacking in both. I know what your thinking also, boo hoo poor me and normally I'd be the first to agree with you. But I'm bored and that ain't good. Maple guy gets into big bad trouble when he is bored, and no-one wants to see me get into trouble. Trust me it isn't pretty. So what is one to do on a Wednesday in august with little to know money and still no end in sight to the comic drought. Thank goodness for internet boggle!

Monday, August 23, 2004

Lust into Love, A Fools Alchemy

So how do you translate those funny tingles in yonder loins into something that lasts beyond Sunday afternoon (if your lucky) I've recently decided to date a little more aggressively, read more often or at all, and have realized that the people I meet Saturday night are not the ones I want to do something with come Monday evening after work. And why is it that when you've got a guy in your lap at the bar and your flirting away that the last thee guys you talked to online and have more than a passing interest in, decide to walk by and get pissed off. Did I really slaughter millions of children in a former life that karma hates me that much. Also how am I supposed to divine the knowledge to figure out if the guy on my lap Saturday and across the table on Thursday is interested or just wants to be "friends". I must say it is becoming obvious why I've been out for almost 8 years and never had a serious boyfriend, this dating thing is hard. That and I'm not sure I'm very good at it, prolonged face to face conversation is difficult Not to mention if that's hard then sex is damn near impossible, but that's for a later post.
TTFN, TA TA for now ( if you read this far and now who says TTFN then say hi)

Wednesday, August 18, 2004

Porter's Point avoids one

So after much urging teasing and downright threatening by friends and family I've finally joined the blogging revolution (no it won't be televised) and now that I've finally got an open forum to vent rant rave and generally let it all hang out... I've got nothing to say. Hmmm this might be harder than I thought especially knowing that everyone I may want to vent about will eventually read this. So before I get totally random I'm gonna stop for now. I will be back (promise or threat you decide)